QotD: Neurotic Behavior

What's the one thing you're most neurotic about?

I'm terrified of someone dying without knowing that I love them. This can be a positive thing, because it means that I try to resolve conflict as soon as possible so that resentment doesn't have time to grow and just in case something would happen, my last conversation with them would be an amiable one. But I can also be annoying with it, because if you're mad at me, I can't stand it and will bug you until you forgive me and I feel that everything is okay between us. And as silly as it sounds, I have to see all of my cats before I leave the house each day so that in case anything should happen to me or them, they'll know that I love them.